It has begun to hit home that I am moving. I am leaving. It started when I had my last cadet night and then I really begun to realise when I had my last shift at work. Despite all that, the real thing that sent it home for me was just now, spending my last night with my boyfriend. That is why the blog is technically a day late because I wanted to wait to be able to write about it. I will write again later today to make sure that we are all back on track.
This is all very odd. I'm leaving. Everything I know; gone. I am about to start living independently and meeting new people and doing new thing and going to new places. Change can be good and this one is definately good but it doesn't mean to say that it is not going to be difficult. This is very difficult. I doubt that I am going to be able to sleep tonight. My brain is whirring away and there are too many things going on in there to be able to sleep.
I should try though, so on that note, I will leave it there and I will see you again today :)