So, I've been having a really weird sleep schedule recently that I have been struggling with and it is really taking its tole on my boyfriend. Anyway, right now it's 2am and I've just decided to get in the bath and I kind of wanted to write about what thoughts pop into my head while I am sat here.
Kinda like shower thoughts but more like that and typically 2am thoughts combined so, let's see what happens...
The first thing of note that I have been thinking about is the fact that I am so sad at the state of our humanity in light of recent events most notable the mass shooting in Orlando. My thoughts on the subject are as follows. My thoughts go out to all of the people who have been terribly effected by this tragedy, but my instinct is only to feel relieved. You have to here me out. I don't mean this in a terrible way but I mean to say that I feel relieved that I live in a situation where I am lucky enough to feel safe from these sorts of events. I know that is very selfish but I can't help it. We have to be grateful that we have a future because 50 people have just had their chance at that taken from them. And it's not just these 50, we have to think of all the countless others who's lives have been wrongly taken from while we still have a chance to live. Where is the equality?
What would we do if dragons were real? Would we have peace or not? Could I have a Night Fury? If anything like this ever happened in my life time I think I would be concerned as to whether or not I was dreaming.
Am I pruning? Yeah I'd better get out now.
this stick and poke tattoo is really not that great an effort now that it's starting to heal. I think I might try and remove it? It's only very shallow cause I was nervous so maybe I can do it. Then maybe I can try again?
I think its time to go to bed.
Thanks for joining me on this little thought journey. Not very interesting but here I am, awake. And I am betting some of you experience this too.